just another musing

something that is cancerous and destroying for ourselves can always be discarded from us if our will power is strong enough to get rid of them. one of the ways is imagining how things would be when those cancerous entities aren't there anymore, and picturing how your life per say would be so much greater and be as you wished it was. the thing is to look at the final outcome you want to achieve and always think about it to let yourself be driven and motivated to strive towards successfully accomplishing it.

then when you are there, it would be no sin at all to ponder and dwell what had prevailed on you back in the past. it is okay to be proud and see how much you have achieved and grew over time. such act would give you the sensation of satisfaction as well as sort of give yourself a pat in the back, appreciating what you have achieved for yourself. but always need to remember that pondering upon them for some extensive peroid could actually sunk you back in to the blackhole you managed to escape from. it lures you to be complacent with what you had accomplished so far and without noticing, putting your growth rate at a form of diminishing return. or even worse, bottomed out flat.

henceforth, you ultimate goal is what is it you must always keep your head occupied with. negative thoughts results in negative productivity and affects your performance to go towards the drains. think positive and work on the goals. it is all about your goals, goals, goals!