November 23, 2017

how do we incinerate memories?

i believe, we humans can never be able to make anything that exists be completely go, poof! we can't really make them gone as if those things were never there in essence.

everything, (well, excluding those in regard with the characteristics of the higher powers) are tied to each other isnt it? something exists in predecess of something else. a baby exists from the engagement of two creatures. the car was moved by the forces in the drivetrain which came from the pumping pistons which was powered by the combustion of air and fuel. sounds are produced due to the superposing waves which would not be heard of if there is no air at all in the game. you wouldnt be here in the first place if it wasnt for your previous actions. you got the point i presume.

that being said, if we were to destroy, obliterate, eradicate something, it would not be possible since there would still be something related to it which would still be a reason for the main thing to be recalled to exist. so anything can never be completely destroyed to no particle at all but can rather be moved or put a far away to let them have no purpose. or is it?

back to square one, how do we incinerate memories?

November 05, 2017

going back so

there is so much going on,
we neglected those little details.
there is so much going on,
we are so unaware what is around.
there is so much going on,
we forget who we are.

things going on in rapid,
we stopped contemplating.
things going on in rapid,
subconscious pilot.
things going on in rapid,
heart wants what it wants.

going on for the win,
we start losing light.
going on for the win,
dying on the inside, alongside.
going on for the win,
the roots are coming off!

October 23, 2017

logic and truth

elements of truth are there
as well as logic.

things to be thought of are there
so do facts.

vague and unclear are to look for
apparent is what we can't see.

fundamentals stays fundamentals
yet the twin is played around with.

logic and truth

October 01, 2017

naive

streams of waters so calm
whites of the doves so pure
chirps of the twitters so mellow
elegance of the swans so graceful

possess pure intentions of the predators
keeps a brick of ice behind the brestbones
could rupture this engineering marvel down to ground.
could raze hopes for myriad more blissful journeys
hanging it without them magic lasso.

be careful what you wished for.

July 20, 2017

chattels

three things escort a man up until the journey transits into another chapter;
beginning from the moment he breathes his first breath,
the demoting journey of his burial
and the journey to the hereafter.

what follows until the very last breath, is his belongings in the world.
then what follows until he sits in the grave is the family
and what follow until hereafter are his deeds.

(Mukashafah al-Qulub, Imam al-Ghazali)

June 18, 2017

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May 29, 2017

of gays, tudung and Islam

it seems like more and more people are coming to join the bandwagon of this legitamise things that are not suppose to be. in other words, making haram things halal. first with the aurat covering issue and then it extends to being gay, homosexual while being a practicing muslim. i mean, one of the basic principles of being a muslim is to stay a far and leave the things that He had clearly ruled and do our obligations and what are being told by Him.

i think it is quite easy to brain; you are practically disobeying Him if you are not following the commandments, which means, you are practically not a good follower. of course, it is okay to sin. people sin differently and it is up to Him and only Him to judge the sinner but to say such huge obligations and responsibilities as if it is nothing and viewing it like some sort of miniature is definitely dumb from my pov. such matters are already clearly being ruled down in the Quran. Quran told those things are monolithic negligence and if one to continue to do so, the answers are already been told; you are making a beeline to hell.

people should really stop twisting the words of the Quran for their own gain. to get away from the sins, simply bring up some verses from the Holy Book and simply jump to conclusions, come up with their own verdict, come up with their own version of the tafsir. they made it look so simple, as if studying the Quran is as easy as studying your books on the shelves, as easy as studying the magazines on the tables! really, even the scholars find it hard to interpret the words of Allah. even the Fatihah itself as said by the scholars hasn't yet been tafsir fully by mankind. i paraphrase what Nouman Ali Khan said, "the tafsir of the Fatihah is the rest of the book. you see, it not really easy to interpret the Quran as the book uses another level of Arabic and you have got to master the high level Arabic to be eligible to be a tafsir.

and another thing to mention, studying the knowledge of the faith, requires a teacher. it requires face to face learning sessions so that you will be less likely to be misguided as the prophet told. you are to have Satan as your teacher if to study the knowledge on your own. and also, have as many teachers as you can in doing so. then you will minimise the possibility of derailing from the correct meanings and interpretations. and your teachers should be acknowledge by other certified and reliable scholars and ustadhs. those things are the basic rules and adab of studying the knowledge of the faith and those rules are not made by people like us, those are the teaching of the Prophet (PBUH).

as much as we all love liberation, we should never forget that we are all, only servants of Allah SWT. the word servant itself pretty much explains, we are by all means, are limited. we can go as far but to never cross the limits and boundaries. astronauts can go only as high as they could go without the suits and gears.

to question the rulings of Allah is okay, encouraged even by Him. Allah never really 'mad' when Iblis questioned Him on why is it they have to bow to Adam A.S. we need to be curious, question things, so that we know, so that we don't be any of those followers who blindly follow the teachings of Islam. but again, to question things, should have the proper way of doing it. try listen to what Nouman Ali Khan said in his lecture 'Ask with Humility'. he stated some guides on how to questions Allah's ruling in order for us to better comprehend the reasons He did so.

really, i have no problems at all with the LGBT community and those who still have problems of covering the aurat as guided by the Book. to me, they are still in the dark and don't really understand on some things. but to me it seems rude and a little bit too much to simply twist the word of Allah and come up with their own version of the teachings and understanding. we all should know better. anyhow, we should not simply be making haram things halal.

Allah knows best.